|Mar. 4th, 2007 12:23 pm dum deedum deedum|
Only new happy news is I found out that I'm in the Smithsonian Institiution - no lie. I played on a track by Lisa Nemzo some years ago (hurdy gurdy) that was picked for a Smithsonian compilation of new folk music for the 90's. Pretty crazy, eh?2 comments - Leave a comment
Otherwise, nothing much going on - except that I'm working 8 - 12 hours a day sending emails, phone calling and occasionally sending packages to about 900 different ad agencies, reps, music houses. music libraries, etc. Slow progress, and it's crazy-making, however you have to believe in what you're doing at all times, so I trudge forward. Sure, I have moments where I'm in tears wondering about bills, progress in general, etc. however without steadfast conviction in what you do, you simply won't achieve anything substantial. How does rent get paid? dunno yet. car insurance? back of the line, pal.
Sparks it was (the restaurant), only because I know it well for the pricey menu and the very wonderful ambience that makes your complexion look all peaches and cream!
Escape is delicious. We all need it and we're all entitled to it. Keep plugging forward and remain positive to attract the positive that's looking for you but keep some realism about what you may have to do to survive. Negative stress can eat you up alive without warning and it creeps up on you like a rolling boil.
In the scheme of things, you've known Kelly for such a short time, however intense it's been. There are people she has history with in which she feels safe and that's okay - you do too. Wisdom and strength is gathered from many resources and sometimes we seek those who have known us best to help guide us. It's normal to feel left out when you love as intensely as you do.
Sending silent hugs your way...